What Is Your Junk?

My Junk

[WENDLA] In the midst of this nothing. This miss of a life.Still there's this wanting to see you go by

[MARTHA] It's almost like lovin'. Sad as that is.

[THEA] May not be cool, but it's so where I live.

[ANNA] It's like I'm your lover or more like your ghost.I spend the day wondering what you do, where you go.

[THEA] I try and just kick it but what can I do.We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.

[ALL GIRLS] See us, winter walking after a storm.It's chill in the wind but it's warm in your arms.The stop all snow line, may not be true.We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.

[GEORG] Well, you’ll have to excuse me, I know it’s so off.I love when you do stuff that’s rude and so wrong.

[HANSCHEN] I go up to my room, turn the stereo on…Shoot up some you, and the you is some song.

[ANNA] I lie back just driftin' and play out these scenesI ride on the rush of all the hopes and the dreams.

[THEA] I May be neglecting the things I should do.But we've all got our junk, and my junk is you.

[ALL] See we still keep talkin' after you're gone.You still with me then feels so good in my arms.They say you go blind, maybe it's true.We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.It's like we stop time. What can I do?We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.My junk is you.My junk is you.You. You. You.


(Spring Awakening)

Do I Know You?

Is it possible to actually rape a mind? Before I would have told you, what are you smoking? No. But now, I think it is possible. At least at the moment I feel like I have.

Here’s the story before I go on-
So I like this guy...a guy I barely know personally.
We have never carried out a full conversation.
Now I bet you are thinking, oh, so you only like him for his looks? How shallow can you get? BUT, that isn't the case here. Not really. You see...this guy is pretty okay looking, but he’s not to die for.
I, instead, like him for what he SEEMS to be. Yes...what he seems to be.
To me he seems to be-
A. Talented
B. Nice
C. Funny
D. And just overall a good guy.
And I know...I know the old saying, Never judge a book by its cover. But...here I have. I've tried to get over this attraction, but my hormones seem to have something else planned for me.
Another thing, I've liked this guy for almost the whole school year now.
And I have told his sister about this. She has, thankfully, not said a word to him about it being me. She has though, told him that someone likes him.

Now here is where the mind rape comes in. Recently he wrote a note which a section of it said that his sister told him that someone liked him and that he wished to know who it was. And that he wondered if she actually knew him. I read this, knowing it was me, and basically jumped out of my seat. I was wondered about.
Then I started to think about it.

He had no idea it was me.
He probably thought it was an older girl.

I'm just some random person in his mind. But I knew that it is me. So he was thinking of me...but not really ME. This all just gives me a strange feeling. If he was to find out, would he be disappointed? Would he be disgusted? So many different answers. Is this answer one that I want to find out though?

And to answer his question. Do I really know him?

No. I haven't a clue.

But....

I would like to.